So now she doesn't want to see me at all. Which is understandable after the last conversation we had, I would be too. I don't think she got to know what went on last thursday but she couldn't say anything anyway.
I got fed up with this shit really. It's made me lose what I had dearest, so well, from now on it will be A problem which I will have to deal with like ANY OTHER problem in the world. Discuss it with the people who are best suited and not bother the rest.
Now, would please the vibrations of the diesel motor of the nearby passing train stop destroying my ears?